I treat people with respect regardless of their capabilities.

I was lucky enough to be created a little more “elevated” than most.

I don’t use people.

Even though I could literally be a puppet master if I wanted to.

I can literally cause exactly what I desire to occur with my mind.

Or a single look.

99% of every move I make is orchestrated and well planned.

All of it.

And no one ever notices what I’m doing.

I was gifted with intense intuition and an acute and precise ability to pre-cognate.

I doubted my abilities for years and tried to deny them because I just wanted to be normal and have a typical human experience in this life.

But ever since I embraced what I am … the only downfall is that I can’t wear rose-colored glasses any longer. They don’t serve me anymore.

So now my struggle is this:

Do I leave people be…Or do I shake them up a bit?

Do I just stay silent and manipulate them with/without hurting them?

Sometimes…people have to be hurt a little to find the will to survive, after all.

The level I’m on has never been rivaled before in my own personal experience in whatever “reality” I’m living.

And as much power as I possess within, there is a darkness that I have to constantly fight to subdue.

The amount of control and restraint I must channel is exhausting and confining.

And the only thing stopping me from turning to darkness is my inane good nature and desire to bring light into this world, all while the blackest of nights swirl at my core.

It’s tiring.

It’s tempting.

But a true warrior doesn’t fight for just herself.

She fights for the others like her.

The others who don’t know what they are yet.

Having to be a pillar isn’t for the weak or weary.

Sounds like the ramblings of a maniac, I know.

But…maybe that’s what I am.

And I’m okay with that.

#bethelight